“We’re cutting
your job.” A decade ago those words sent me reeling when the company I worked
for eliminated my position. At the time, I felt shattered, partly because my
identity was so intertwined with my role as editor. Recently I felt a similar
sadness when I heard that my freelance job was ending. But this time I didn’t
feel rocked at my foundation, because over the years I have seen God’s
faithfulness and how He can turn my mourning to joy.
Though we live
in a fallen world where we experience pain and disappointment, the Lord can
move us from despair to rejoicing, as we see in Isaiah’s prophecy about the
coming of Jesus (Isa. 61:1–3). The Lord gives us hope when we feel hopeless; He
helps us to forgive when we think we can’t; He teaches us that our identity is
in Him and not in what we do. He gives us courage to face an unknown future.
When we wear the rags of “ashes,” He gently gives us a coat of praise.
When we face
loss, we shouldn’t run from the sadness, but neither do we want to become
bitter or hardened. When we think about God’s faithfulness over the years, we
know that He’s willing and able to turn our grief to dancing once again—to give
us sufficient grace in this life and full joy in heaven.